Well, as you may be able to tell, I do not like to post updates on my condition when it leans towards a negative tone.
However, so many of my friends, blog-buddies, live friends and Facebook pals, have been contacting me with a request for status it seems selfish to ignore.
During the beginning of last week I began to have very severe back spasms again. Not the run of the mill muscle tightening from sneezing, turning too fast or shoveling snow but the type of spasms that keeps one in bed in fear of not moving a single inch in the hopes of not being sent to the ceiling in a sharp pain. I finally called, on Saturday, the on-call doctor at my surgeon’s office and he called in both an anti-flammatory and a muscle relaxer. I took them exactly as prescribed and while I was hopeful they did not even make a dent.
Then it happened. Then the gates of hell opened up and invited me in for a quick visit. Well, not so much a quick visit nor was it an invite.
The constant pain and the associated stress that comes along with it threw me into a full blown MS relapse. When I felt the spasms in my calf muscles I didn’t move an inch in hopes I could avoid a full onset. No such luck.
By Sunday my Brother Steven was over my house at the urging of my Son’s mother and Jared himself. With help I was able to get my pants on, grab the cane and take the dreaded ride to the ER.
It was a quick intake and even thought the ER was jammed packed that hour, they placed me in a room and because I know how to “fix me” and they have clear records and history of my treatments the Nurse began the IV. It’s a process. First 3 cc’s of Dilulitan IV followed by reglan for nausea. Not enough and at the 40 min mark another 3 cc’s of the potent drug. Finally relief. I was released soon after only because my brother was there to drive me home otherwise I would have had to wait for at least eight hours.
This week is nothing but rest and follow-ups. I still have slight back spasms but quite frankly compared to the MS cramps, that is like going on vacation.
Thank you for your very kind thoughts, emails and phone call.
With big love,
Tom
Not long ago I found a blog post from the very talented team at Duckrabbit.
It seems there is a new trend going on. With Photography being not only three-quarters down the toilet and even more of a competitive marketplace then it was in it’s hey-day, “Professional” photographers are looking for any means possible to be noticed while reaching for the brass ring of the Pulitzer prize in documentary journalism. During the last 30 days I have seen what I can only call at the very least disgusting and exploiting means to make money while trying to get their name out there.
Duckrabbit had pointed out to their readers the call for a new workshop given by Andy Levin of 100Eyes Photo Magazine. Just two weeks after the Haiti disaster Mr. Levin announced a workshop in Haiti for the first week in February for the price of $1,500 exclusive of airfare, boarding and food. Mr. Levin also notes that each workshop participant will be required to “Donate” more money for “Extras”. Again, Mr. Levin touts this as a workshop and never explains if or where the money will be going to the Haitian people that so desperately require it. I can only assume that the “student’s” workshop fee will go no where except to help Mr. Levin pay his way for the trip. The workshop is said to have a limit of 6-8 students which will bring in approximately $12,000 from the workshop fee alone.
Following the comments left on Duckrabbit’s blog post where not very positive at all. I did notice one comment by Mr. John Andrew Hughes, that stood out from most of the rest. Mr. Hughes suggests that the commenter on this particular blog post are naive and “This Story Needs to be Told”. Now, I may be a bit off key here but I seem to recall that within 30 hours there was a swarm of reporters, journalists and photographers with their boots in country that had amazing coverage both with their still cameras and hi-def video.
What was most disturbing to me and frankly still is, is that even now the Haiti airport, the one strip of runway that is all anyone can use, is so backed up that much needed aid is often turned away. There is massive congestion on the limited infrastructure in country and quite a bit of that still cannot be used because of both debris and foot traffic and that any vehicles are finding it a challenge to say the least, to ferry much needed food, supplies and medical necessities around the small country. Does Haiti need more unnecessary traffic pressure on their roads from a bunch of students and a “teacher” for the sake of feeling good about themselves, fooling themselves that they are getting the story out to the world? Is CNN et. al. missing the real stories that Mr. Levin can bring us? Can one even teach during such mass confusion, death and suffering that will surround a student at every turn? Or is it that this is possibly a grab for that brass ring of journalism? A self esteem builder one may find from photographing a dead child that CNN is somehow missing?
If this is not disturbing enough, Mr. Levin posts a bit of a conflicting story about the security for students on Lightstalkers.com:
“is possible to fly-in to Santo Domingo, but the roads may not be passable…….I would also be cautious as unfortunately the security situation is not guaranteed. In other words, freelancing into this situation would be in many ways more dangerous than a war……unless you are going in with Medicine’s sans Frontiere or another group that has some presence already and would not be seen as exploitative. As I was correct in my assessment of what might happen in Haiti, see the above link from my blog from a year ago, I can tell you now that the environmental and medical consequences of this event will require something that might resemble a military mission— with dozens of large earth moving machines needed that are not available in Haiti, and housing needs that would require every cruise ship in the Carribean and more. The road structure is minimal at best and the roads into the concrete slums on the hills of Port au Prince are narrow….right now the injured are lying outside their houses, and the hospital is pancaked…..
Many of the photographers who should be there aren’t, because they can no longer get assignments and can’t invest in the trip. Then we have Boots Levinson, who claims he is in Porte au Prince, and is actually in the Dominican Republic, who based on his portfolio couldn’t get an assignment from his high school paper storming in like a New York cowboy….the end result of this will be that governments will crack down on people who are essentially disaster “freelancers” and make it harder to work. It was also mean that the Haitian people, who already are very aware of being “used” by photographers, will be even more difficult to work with in the future by the photographers who are committed to the country over a long period of time. ”
Following Mr. Levin’s lead we now can kick it up a notch and follow Mr. Zorich announcing a workshop in Haiti for, wait for it, $4,000 per student! Read about that here.
The above mentioned John Andrews Huges had blogged about these two workshop, basically giving them praise but for some reasons both the blog entries to Mr. Levin and Mr. Zorich’s workshop are no long available. Public Pressure? Did they back down in their beliefs that the story really has to be told or did they see the public comments that could cast a shadow on them. You be the judge.
I’d also be very interest in reading your comments here.

Two Frames for the Price of One!

With all the buzz lately about the Olympus 4/3 Micro digital camera I thought you would like to see where that all started. I have heard very good things about the Olympus new 4/3 cameras but I can’t comment on them as I’ve not yet used one.
But the FILM based Oly Pen F with a 24×18cm frame is really both a joy and a technical marvel. I thought I would add that to my camera bag quite awhile ago and have been using it ever since. Now I enjoy the benefit of 74 silver based photographs with one roll of 36 exposure film.
The interchangeable 38mm f/1.8 lens is truly a gem and delivers and wonderful shallow depth of field when called for. I think of this camera as a Film Point and shoot where I will not have the need for a large negative.
For those that are interested, the New York Times just wrote a very interesting “Lens” blog article about Louis Mendez the New York City Landmark. Below you can see my photograph of Louis taken in November of 2009 outside of B&H Photo Superstore.
Fuji 800z and Developed at home on the 2300.
"Flatiron Building, New York." The Manhattan landmark under construction circa 1902. 8x10 inch glass negative, Detroit Publishing Co.
We’ve all seen dozens if not hundreds of photographs of New York’s Flatiron. Here is one unique photo that I’ve not seen thanks to Shorpy.
One of the blogs that I enjoy following is Shorpy Historic Photo Archive with it’s constant display of glass negative plate photographs. I would encourage you to visit and plug this site into your RSS reader for a daily dose of “neat-0″
Finally, the Snow
One can’t help wonder if he (or she) is doing a good job parenting their child. I’ll share that I don’t know too many parents that have made more mistakes then I have, and frankly, I embrace each and every one of them.
Jared should have known better when exiting the womb with no textbook PDF instruction file.
But I rest in the knowledge that I have the basics covered. I talk with my son. I make sure that he knows that no matter what, no matter the issue or the possibility of a sentence without parole, that he can come to me. I make sure that he understands that is Dad will help him first, unconditionally, and then I’ll be right there, next to him, while making sure he enjoys the consequences of whatever deed had occurred.
Yes, that’s right, I’m the guy to get him out of trouble, no matter what, but he’ll always need to understand there is a consequence to each of his actions.
My son and I have had conversation that would make a Navy Seal uncomfortable.
The point being is that I am not Jared’s friend, buddy, homie or pal, I am Jared’s father. It is a job that I take very seriously and a job that I would not trade for all the film in Fuji. He makes this job rather easy, my son Jared, is a wonderful, caring, loving and compassionate young gentleman.
Broadway on Broadway, 2008
Top Photo: Fuji 400H, Richards Photo Lab
Sammy with Fuji 400H and Richards Photo Lab
Wishing each one of you and your loved ones a Happy New Year. From Tom, Jared, Sammy & Santa
To all of my Apple Geek friends and I have a lot of them out there in the blog-o-sphere, On January 4th, 2010, CNBC and CNBCHD will broadcast the indie film “Welcome to the MacIntosh” which has already received some pretty rave reviews.
Details and a neat trailer is here:
Rolleiflex 3.5e2 w/75mm Zeiss Planar